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Wind…..

You can't photograph wind....

In contrast with snow-silence now comes the wind-screams. All night the wind found some aperture which sounded like a banshee, a chain-saw, a dentist’s drill, the hound of the Baskervilles. All night….

Although Ted Hughes was talking about the Yorkshire moors in his poem Wind, it could be this Colorado mountain too when he says:

This house has been far out at sea all night,

(Click here to see the rest of the poem)

I had to cancel writing group this morning because of snow – not new snow, the last snow which the wind re-deposited in new drifts, new crevasses, new ramparts. As fast as we shovelled  or plowed so the wind undid our work. A Sisyphean task?

So here’s the opening prompt we would have used in group this morning:

What has the wind been like for you this time? What has your experience of such extreme wind been been like before? What is the wind saying to you? Where will it take you?

Tracks in the snow: bobcat, turkey, rabbit

I’d like to think that bobcat, turkey & rabbit walked up the drive together one morning….

2 Upcoming workshops in the Boulder/Denver area:

The first one, in March, hosted by the Boulder Psychotherapy Institute, is for therapists and healing professionals:

Boulder Psychotherapy Institute Presents:

Therapeutic Journal Writing and Existential Psychotherapy:

An Intimate Relationship

Saturday March 24 2012 – 10 am – 5:30 pm

for more details click here

The second, in April at locations in Boulder & Denver, is for everyone (including therapists!). Mary Reynolds Thompson joins me to present:

WILD PLACES LOST AND FOUND:

WRITING THE PLACES OF OUR HEARTS, MINDS AND SOULS

2 DATES:

SATURDAY, APRIL 21, BOULDER, COLORADO

SUNDAY, APRIL 22, LAKEWOOD, COLORADO

10:00-4:00 

for more details click here



Snow….

No way in or out

I woke to snow-silence on Friday. This is a different kind of silence from simple absence of sound; it has a different texture. It snowed from 7pm on Thursday to midday on Saturday – without respite.

Yes, I know London got 5 inches – I’ve seen pictures – and the city came to a halt. We had snow-cancellations here too – but that was with 22 inches in Boulder and nearly 40 here.

Snowed in, snow cancelled, snow silence. Alone in the house, this should have provided wonderful opportunity for writing & reflection – but somehow didn’t. Perhaps the meteorological phenomenon was just too immense, perhaps the awe and wonder at nature was all there was, or perhaps simply the pathetic fallacy…

This made me think about the following:

What are the ideal conditions for introspection, thinking, writing, being? When are individuals at their most creative?

Some people write more when depressed, others find writing deserts them at such times.

Journal prompt

What are the ideal conditions to foster creative or reflective writing? How do you nurture that relationship? What do you need? Is it solitude or bustle? Inside or out?

or

Write a dialogue with solitude.

and then the sun came out

The snow swirls down without substance,

As though gravity were an accident of faith

If we all stopped believing

would it never land?

As I look out of the window again – that could be snow…..

Travels: reading and walking

One of the things you can do on a long plane journey or whilst travelling in foreign countries is to read back copies of those journals and periodicals which pile up reproachfully during normal life. With this in mind I travelled to India with a pile of New Yorkers, London Review of Books etc. I progressed through them, underlining, tearing out articles for posterity (despite online access the paper form still compels me).

An article in The New Yorker by Aleksandar Hemon (Mapping Home: learning a new city, remembering the old, December 5th 2011 for those of you with back copies still in the hall) particularly captured my attention. Having left his native Sarajevo in 1992 to move to the US he returned recently for a visit. One of the ways he gets to know places is by walking them (he invokes the persona of the flaneur, the existentialist nomad, the self-destructive poet). I can identify with that though it may frustrate those who need a linear direction and a destination.

As he walks:

a simple lust would possess my body. The city laid itself down for me; wandering stimulated my body as well as my mind.

I gradually became aware that my interiority was inseparable from my exteriority, that the geography of my city was the geography of my soul.

We move from Baudelaire to Proust when his body involuntarily turns to look as, in his youth, at where the cinema posters used to be displayed:

From the lightless shafts of coporal (sic) memory, my body had recalled the action of turning to see what was playing.

Following that involuntary turn, my body was flooded with a Proustian, if banal, memory:

That’s such a wonderful phrase:

From the lightless shafts of corporal (sic) memory

or corporeal if you prefer.

What emerges from the lightless shafts of your corporeal memory?

Caveat: if your body is storing and holding unpleasant or painful experiences treat this prompt with caution, make sure you have your safeguards (structure, pacing and containment) in place. Have someone you trust with you, keep it brief.

What are your Proustian moments?

In one of my groups this week we had a grandmother’s suffocating lily of the valley perfume, a bed in a chicken coop and a statue of a crow. And that was just in 15 minutes.

Someone also said that the smell of cloves was the smell of childhood Christmases. Amazing how evocative scents and odours can be.

If Proust doesn’t evoke anything for you, or madeleines are not your thing, who or what is your alternative?

Rosamond Lehmann’s Dusty Answer is a book which evokes my childhood summers.

By the way, India was an almost overwhelming trip. One of the most inspiring places was Ghandi’s Ashram in Ahmedabad.

Resolutions…..

One of my New Year Resolutions was to update my blog regularly. New Year Resolutions  - which so often seem to be about giving up something – are of course soon abandoned. We now understand (because it was in the New York Times on Sunday) that people:……………… Read the full post »

Happy New Year!

Well, if Christmas is about reviewing, New Year (as we return to some semblance of routine and regular life) is about looking ahead, looking into the year in front of us… Read the full post »

The Post-Christmas World

Now Christmas is over for another year……. Read the full post »

An orgy of novels……

November was National Write your Novel Month but for me it was a real novel reading month……… Read the full post »

Thanksgiving

Who wouldn’t be seduced by the idea of a holiday called Thanksgiving?

What’s not to like? But why is it immediately followed by something called Black Friday?
Tomorrow is Thanksgiving day in the United States of America – but I don’t see why it shouldn’t be a day for giving thanks wherever we are or whatever tradition we follow…… Read the full post »

Anniversaries…….

Birthdays and Anniversaries

My year group is moving into a new decade now the season for birthdays is beginning; Scorpios, Sagittarians and Aquarians seem to figure ……… Read the full post »

Winter, perhaps……..

Over night the world changes…… Read the full post »

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